"let me keep what i have and i will try to have a positive attitude. I will learn what i have to and i will help others." What does Natalie mean when she says this? have you ever made a deal with god?
Natalie means that she will have a positive attitude, learn her braille and how to use her cane, and help others if she can keep what is left of her eyesight. Natalie is telling god that she will remain positive if she can just keep her eyesight. Although I have never actually made a deal with God, I have prayed to God and asked God for help or guidance.